But then..there are times when I start to think, and realise that he is no longer with us. It's so quiet at home now. I miss hearing his voice. I miss you pa.
So much pain. I know you're moving on already. Going out on dates and all. It kills me inside knowing this but what can I do eh? Despite all the pain you've caused me, I still find myself caring about you. Probably because we've been together for the longest time and we shared practically EVERYTHING together. I guess it's not easy for me to let all of that go. All those memories, all those times of joy & sadness. It's hard to believe that all those times are nothing more than mere memories now. No longer something we can grasp and hold on to.
I wish you well.....
"A breath away's not far, to where you are"